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Name: Manda
Country: Australia
State: NSW
Birthday: 5/8/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: Naruto :D, SESUKE KUN!, shopping, chatting, drawing, painting, photo-editing, photography, =] singing.. =D
Expertise: wouldn't u like to know ;)
Message: message me
Member Since:
11/8/2004
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| bah.. decided to blog here and surprise ya'll..
uni is good..
spring is in the air = yay for skirts and pretty tops! ^^
still single... wanna mingle? Lol
im bored... =,=' | | |
| I'm ditching this place and headed to a new world!
http://www.amandalim.net =p all comments welcome. :p
bai bai all xanga peoples! | | |
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listenin to: The song on julhni's xanga
smelling: nothing
eating: nothing
seeing: nothin
msn: george, jonny, simon
Okay. I think this might be a sign..
I can't take it anymore.. Theres nothing to do at home, well nothing I want to do at home, I'm so damn bored, my friends all have work and I'm just at home on the net looking up hotels and chat.. I feel so useless, I just want something to do.. gah! I've wasted so much money in the past 2 months, completely forgot about buying insurance and costs for marianne's 18th.. let alone carrying through the next 22 days without spending a cent. Yes, I have looked for jobs, but noones called me back yet.. ..well I don't think so anyway, can't believe I lost my phone.. =[ and it'll take before the end of this week to get my sim back.. doh.
I can't imagine what it'd be like having a husband who financially supports you, I can't let anyone pay, let alone all the house bills and other costs of living.. and I cannot imagine me staying home like I am and doing nothing. I can't believe all those bums out there who are living the life I'm living right now - at home, unemployed with nothing to do but watch movies all day. I can't imagine myself getting married within the next 10 years.. can't imagine going out with any guy I know right now, its all too weird..
21 days left.. =]
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listenin to: 1, 2 Step - Ciara Feat.Missy
smelling: chicken and dinner
eating: nothing
seeing: nothin
msn: mike, rob, jack |
I'm not that pissed off.. Actually, I'm more sad than pissed off.. =[ I lost my phone today.. Yep. I cant believe it. I've always thought that I'd never lose my phone. Oh wells. Shit happens. And I recharged 30 bux too!! GRAA!
I realised I lost my phone when Ellen asked me if she could borrow my phone to make a call, I looked through my bag and it wasn't there anymore.. As clumsy and forgetful as I am, I thought I might have stupidly put it somewhere else.. Jenny called it, and it kept ringing, until we called it for the 1000th time, then they started picking up and hanging up.. Then I realised, they'd do that because my ringtone is Sailormoon on loud and well, to reject the call they'd have to flip open my phone - which automatically accepts the call - and hang up. Then I was thinking back to where I last saw my phone.. I think someone must have taken it when I was trying on shoes in Shoobiz, cuz like I put my bag and jacket next to me, and before I was about to pay, my bag was missing.. and luckily I saw my bag near the shoe stand in front of the shop, but I didn't look through it properly to check if my mobile was missing or not..
The funny thing is, why didn't they take my ipod? or my wallet? or even my whole bag?
My mum blamed me for losing it, for going out today, for not being careful enough.. bleh. she even blamed me going to churcH! "See? Church did nothing to help u" and told me off for spending more time with my friends rather than family.
Anyways, My phone's gone. There goes all my phone numbers and contacts.. There goes my friggen phone.. and OMG.. JEMMA'S PROPOSAL PIX! :'( I completely forgot about that one.. omg omg omg.. oh wells.. fuck that.
I think I should talk about yesterday too...
Yesterday was good, I spent 4 hours deciding what to wear.. waited 2 hours for my bus - which didn't end up coming - so I walked to the station - in heels. Caught a train to Lidcombe where Ken picked me up.. we went Sushi - which was a friggen ripoff.. So we went hungry jacks cuz we were still hungry.. and eventually went to Arthouse where the party's at.. But the bouncer wouldn't lemme in cuz I'm friggen underaged.. All that for nothing. :'( Even my boss tried to persuade him, but regulations are regulations.. Though the water basin in the toilets were really cool, it was like a pouring fountain with pretty lights.. : D
But the night wasn't so bad.. we watched Ocean's 12 (which pretty much sucked), played some arcade.. had a lil talk about christianity.. I think I'm getting it, I saw some chinese stuff about reincarnation this morning and I think its just rubbish.. They burn hell money, and they call the afterlife 'hell', so I'm guessin thats where they're headed.
I start the new year with a new sim, and no phone.. interesting. | | |
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smelling: alcoholicness
eating: chips, drinking johnnie walker blue label scotch whiskey
seeing: nothin
msn: mark, ken
depression + other people being depressed + lonliness = overwhelming.
Scotch whiskey tastes gross.. and it burns.. i don't think i could ever drink that stuff again. I feel so depressed all of a sudden.. first thing was because noone could go shoppin with me tomolo.. second thing.. i dunno.. the lonliness and not being with someone just came back to me.. people breaking up, people snatching gfs.. its all over the place, and its making me more scared and more lonely at the same time. I want a bf, at the same time I don't. I don't know whats wrong with me..
28 days until we fly. | | |
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